Rya Jean S.C.
20 years. Filipino. California Lovin'.
Fuck feeling emotions and shit.@3 days ago
@2 weeks ago with 1058439 notes
it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie
Saying it’ll get better eventually doesn’t fix how it is right now.
If your heart is sinking in your chest, knowing it’ll stop sinking some day in the future doesn’t keep it from sinking right now.
So why even say it.
I understand that my mother wants the best for me regarding every single aspect of my life, but knowing that she can’t even fake being content with the fact that I’ve found happiness in the relationship I’m in or that I’ve found someone who undoubtedly loves me for everything that I am is so overbearingly upsetting.
I just have to sit here and accept that that’s who she is - someone who has strong, outlandish opinions and doesn’t fear sharing those opinions in the most ill-mannered and hurtful ways possible.
All I want is for her to try and at least open up to the idea of accepting him - she can’t even give me that.@2 weeks ago with 1 note